venting channels in any discord is inevitably a bad idea but im sure somewhere in the recesses of the internet there is a discord where a group of tweens/teenagers have a venting channel and only post pictures of the amonguses in there. they have achieved a state of being not even the buddha could reach
rabbits know and resent their place on the food chain
mice and rats also know they’re prey animals, they just have such joy of living that it cancels out. guinea pigs have no concept of death but understand contextless fear. hamsters however do know the food chain, but they also know that attachment to the earth is the root of suffering and they wisely deny the faults of the ego
traumatized by my time working at the butchers shop as the guy that has to shoot wvery piece of rice in the head with the captive bolt gun. glad they made this
the fucked up thing is that i’ve been in this exact situation and actually felt some measure of beauty in the world. but only when the streets are empty and the area descends into a time of day when it clearly was not meant to functionally exist. there is a wretched beauty in walking around one of these suburban sprawl commerce zones at night or close to dawn, sitting down at a table like this and basking in the sensation that you own the place. maybe this is an inherited derangement from living most of my life in the midwest suburbs, working late night shifts at a grocery store on a corner exactly like this one. maybe it’s just the only time of day in a place like this when you can be truly alone outside
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